Yesterday I did something never before attempted by me.  I submitted a short story.  Truth be told it was an ultra short story.  Laurence Simon hosts a weekly challenge where people are invited to submit 100 word stories (mine is here) in two formats one text the other audio mp3.  I’ve visited his site a few times, listened to some of the podcasts and toyed with the idea of actually sending in something but never did till now.

Thomas tweeted this yesterday and I thought to give the quiz a try.  Now I’m not one to normally take quizzes but this one had a Star Trek theme and if you know me then you’re not at all surprised I jump right in.

Now not being upset by the results doesn’t mean I’m without concern (more on this after the quiz results)

Some may not have heard the news but on March 1^st I and some 2400 others were informed that short of finding another job within the company, our services would no longer be needed come the end of March. Events like this have become something of a biannual event at the company for the past three or more years. Till now each time it happened I’d be one of the growing few to get a call from management saying we were “safe” this round. The habit had become to wait about an hour then start calling or IM’ing friends I’ve worked with through the years to see if any of them had been hit in the “Resource Action” as it’s called.

I’ll get right to the answer.  It’s watching someone else pass away.  Slowly.  Painfully.

My Mother in Law is lying in a hospital bed and things will never get better.  I’ve finally come to terms with that — I think.  Ok, no I haven’t.  I have, since this all started again two months ago, determined that this sucks.  It sucks hard.